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Watch hey You know I have learn so munch in this life probably not enough but I'm getting there we all fight ourselves inside there is something that thrives in us but we must let it take hold and guide us god left a comforter in us if u have taken part in this you will untimely know watt I speak of it’s a great feeling a lot of people do feel but there are some who have taken the gift and do not use it to its full ability because they are stubborn or just hard headed I know I was once in this place to but people the gift of the holy ghost is like nothing I have never felt this is my guides from now on do not lean to men for understanding or the gift of life Jesus Christ is in us all but you must accept the gift of the holy ghost to truly feel watt peace he brings we make the world around us part of our life we fall a victim to the demonic spirits and the devil is nothing more than a pawn that will face god at the end he holds only the power you give him fear comes not from god but the devil himself but it’s the demons that the devil uses his power is limited to watt god allows but once demons have made a house in your temple it’s on you to get it clean one may ask how will I do such a thing for they are mightier then I but friend that is not true you must believe in yourself in order to believe in god you must love others but the problem that lies within we seldom love ourselves so you see to love others love thy self then you have found the key to cleaning your temple furthermore love thy other be with those who guide and support you the key to getting your house clean is to pray believe minister to those who are lost for the holy ghost will fill you and demon's will flee just look at me I've tried so hard in my life to do things my way and these is the keys I use for my temple brother and sister god does care and love you stay focused When your guard is let down you become venerable and the evil we know will come again 7 fold for there is evil all around us its hard I know I have fought the same fight as you spiritually but by studying the word and taking in what it says and by prayer we can overcome the demonic force that’s at hand you my friend have to put your fullest of ability in and things you are going through will subside. God is in us all that you have to realize and win u do your life will go a lot smoother god sent his son to die for you and he washed away all your past if you can accept the gift it’s free and will become your perfection for don’t be surprised if the demonic entity’s try to take control over your life because, friends they are all amongst you for when friends try to lead you astray to do evil what would you call that I think people are not aware of the world that they are in their lives are always under attack from the devil for the demonstration at work are Normore then workers who serve the devil to do the iniquity for the devil to win over your soul to condemn you to he’ll. Generation believes that the things I tell you is true for I to have partaken in this world and its dirty abominations of it I to have hardened my heart for I was going through the evil we face every day. But there is a better life that lies ahead of us all we must do, is ask God in and he will fight for us in the time of trials that we will face his love is a filling love that you cannot find in anything you can in him, our cup will overflow with many blessings. So, I understand that sometimes things happen, and we try to find peace in us and peace you can find in yourself, but you must open your heart and then you will achieve just one of that some of us face in this life. Don’t get me wrong sometimes when it has all fell apart and you look to find the answer you must remember the devil and his demons tested job,but with strong faith job would overcome it you see because the demonic entity’s and the devil himself are only bound to do watt god will allow for the devils chain is very short god want put you in more than you can bare force knows the things we seek to find out for he holds the answers, and one day in that great place in the sky we will get to find the reasons why, that we can’t understand the things here on earth so we wouldn’t, understand the things in heaven. Saith the lord we have a third eye and he wants see through his eyes and he will guide you and deliver your purpose here for we’re all people who have been dropped and hurt from a lot family or even our friends that’s what we thought a lot of them was but when you get down to it we have lost a lot of them because of our desires or decisions that we have made because we wanted more out of life don’t give up because you will overcome all obstacles sent. Let me tell you it will take you nowhere by giving up and falling off of the deep end this life is tough but you are able to overcome the fear that’s surrounding you they are mental issues that sometimes fall upon people in the world and I speak from experience in this I have fought through and struggled with I have bipolar myself and fighting myself in the fight also taking all the medicine they give me for decades but this will help but it's not a cure you have to be careful with the medications that thy give we’re as they will feel funny at first some people have been on for years and it has helped me and will those who have been diagnosed with bipolar depression and anxiety disorders life will feel better for you but you will have to do your part if not even on these medications you understand that you can fall further in a whole life for us can be tough because of our disorders but when you do your part things comes together for us. I can tell you that myself I have been dealing with all the things I’ve spoken about in my life also I have been dropped out of school at the biggest time In my life but although tough to go for the past three years and fighting the struggles that came about in my own walk to do my part to help others with the same mental health problems that I have been dealing with in my life. But I have fought through my own past and thoughts about the place god wanted me to be and I believe that I have finally found the best place for me to help others out with the problems that we face in this world but we have to be willing to submit our own journey’s and life’s to do watt god has called us to making sure we hear God’s calling when it is upon u if we keep running around and denying his voice our trials will be a big problem in your day today life things are not just a coincidence, all things are set in motion for the greater good if you have read any of the Bible then you will recall Jonah run from God he told Jonah to go to Nineveh but he got on a boat headed to Tarsha. They set sell and a mighty storm came for Jonah had when to lie down and he was a sleep for fear fell upon the men and they wondered watt God could do this and Jonah awoke for the men came to Jonah and he told the men to throw him in the sea they declined to do this deed but Jonah said if you will do this the storm will seize for my God is angry with me and they done as Jonah said and the storm ceased and I great fish swallowed Jonah up and Jonah prayed to God and promised that he would do as he said it will and can be hard if we follow our free will but with God's will things will be much easier end the troubles that were in will cease I challenge you to study the word and you will follow what God's word says for the things in this life are very troublesome but he does promise a brighter future for us in heaven here we do those things that he has written I had a dream then I was pushing a steel beam God giving me this because I believe the challenges that are perceive in my future can be great but with the help of God taking the yogh he was trying to show me if a man can push a steel beam 30 miles there is nothing impossible all things will be possible with the help of God we must put our faith and his word if we do this then the challenges that lie ahead of us will be no more than a mist of the morning there are Angels Among Us to guide us God has sent them to help but Damon surround us as of the angels. Undo no one thing there are so many doctors that prescribe drugs to patients trying to make them feel happy but there is no happiness in appeal it is a tool the rest is up to us we must do our part I know what towns my bipolar has gotten me very down. But with the help of my psychiatrist and they are good ones, but some are not so good they prescribe medicine and sometimes this medicine can be no more than a demon inside of us the things that it makes us do transgression. if we don't monitor the medicines that we are on we can get so far in left field we will start second guessing our on existence I have been in this situation before it was a very tough time in my life when you become depressed the only thing that you want to do there's a lot in the bed and this is a playground for the devil an idle mind no place to be when we shut ourselves out from all the reality of our lives we also shut out God at that time because at this point we've failed there is no hope for us but God doesn't want you to give up push that steel no matter how far it is don't quit it will solve nothing God has given me so much there have been times let me and my family had nothing but in those times hours running from God calling he tried to talk to me I pushed him aside in my early years I used to carry a bible to work I was on the right track then but if you recall and you have read the first story I have wrote you will see how I fell off track God is only going to work if you allow him to thank of this way it's Christmas time your family is handing out gifts when does that gift become yours when you reach your hand out and you take it this is the same with Peter as he saw Jesus walking on the water he lost touch with his faith but ask Peter fell Jesus was walking toward him he reach his hand out and Peter reached up for him if he had not done this he would have drowned so do you see how God can save you here we see the burdens of this life can pull us down just like water will here's what he is trying to show us here if you never reach up how can you be saved and where is your faith. God wants us to prosper he wants your cup will to run over and when your cup runs over be pleased in the blessings that he gives you and if your able help others give the gift of love just like it was give to you and when we do these things and expect nothing back God will allow us to prosper in every way as he did job. Do not let the demons hold you back especially the one they call the devil for is a deceiver he is a thief of the night he will seek in and destroy you. Praying in all occasions for God is bigger than any trouble that you will ever face he has never left you remember that we leave him and he will not look at evil we see this when Jesus was on the cross Jesus felt all alone and he said father why have thou forsaken me the reason for this was that God didn't leave Jesus he just couldn't look at the evil that was being done to him you will find at times you will feel alone but know he carries you in those times even though you are overwhelmed with the sense his not there he is but in those times look up he is no more than a prayer away for a lot of people get discouraged when things don't go their way so who did they blame god of course remember the former things of this earth will be come and gone and then will have no more tears no more sorrows no more sadness no more sickness as the Book of Revelation shows us this I know heaven and earth will come down the thing you must ask yourself is when you go before God will you be able to say you have fought a good fight you have run course you fought the battle as second Timothy says. there is a spiritual realm that lies before us here on earth that we cannot see and it is a fight that God's army fights to protect us each of us and every day there are things on this earth that we do not understand nor should we try to because all it is going to cause is doubt we must pray to God in our times of need but also pray to him and all those other times that we are in let's not be greedy for there was a man in the Bible who had big barns. But he was not satisfied he wanted bigger Barns God came to him that night and took him and he was no more. So you see this shows me if you can't be happy with what God and what he has gave you my friend that Is greed you can't take money to heaven there will be no use for it I would rather have godly things then earthly things remember if people dislike you so they did Christ to God provides the food for the birds in the sky the animals in the field he says this and he says do you not think your more worthy than they most of us eat every night now there are some that does not and we should help those if we could but for the ones that does who do you think provides that food if you have a house you have lights but I bet most of you do not even pray to thank him for the jobs that you do have its complaint after complaint imagine getting all these components and we think we got a big job here on earth knowing herb job God has a whole world to take care of there are people that have got mental retardation I think we overlooked this do you not think you got better than what they have most of these people can't see some can't walk others can do no more than just rock all I'm trying to say there's sometimes we got to look at others and their situations and then we will realize that it's not so bad after all because it could always be worse but if it gets worse reach your hand out like Peter God will take remember praise in all things good and bad there's no way around bad,it will happen death is a part of this world we have all lost loved ones I lost a brother at 15 to suicide he was 17 just graduated I have lost enough family member’s to drugs and I blame myself for following the same road and path as they did for a long, I too was in and around that world I know we're it Leads sometimes people get afraid to just get out sometimes there is no way out depending how far you are in and that ends very badly in most cases. This is when you need to pray real hard because it depends how deep you have got I wish I could have helped myself and others, more but when you let these demons take over you see this is where I said our free will gets us in trouble and we don't realize how far away we get away from god, I'm not trying to force any of you to make you feel guilty for anything you've done probably pretty sure I have done it myself but you must receive and perceive that gift as god has gave it at your will that I talked of, you must reach out and take it don't let it pass you by your whole world can be changed if you would just let God in your heart I was on a bad road for over 10 years or more, I didn't put any of these things in my other book maybe the fact being I had tried to forget about a lot of it but hopefully it will give you some clarity in your life that we all fall short and must pick our cross up daily, it’s like I used to ride horses a lot although riding the horses was fun it also took me from my family for years of my addictions and rebellious hart also anger at god for the way it all turned out but ultimately I believe it was all set in motion because god knew I could handle watt I had been through he says will put no more on a man than he can bare so know I right these things so you hopefully will find yourselves so you want waste your promises away gods ready just talk to him. These horse rides would take place from around 4:00 o'clock in the evening till three or four in the morning this is when I was walking in a dark place, I didn't like riding the horses but I did not want word Koons worth riding the horses, but I got wrapped up in that too we started doing drugs and drinking pretty much abandoned my family at times. Thought of only one person myself this is greedy stingy and it is shameful although I know I have been forgiven for those things now the devil tries to bring it up because he sends his angels, he means to tell me I'm not worthy but I know he's a liar if I was not Worthy God would not have told me so this is the devil messing with your head and it was these thoughts that I had to overcome for if I had not overcome these thoughts then the devil would have me bound in his name and I would be no more than just a soldier for the devil. We have to remember that God is mightier than devil the things that he puts in her head cause us to doubt God fear come not from God but from the devil although we should fear God but this is not in a bad way here's our heavenly father he wants us to remember he is the alpha omega the beginning and the end for he is a righteous God but he also is a jealous god, let me tell you about a trip that we had went to at the blue hole I should have drowned was watt completely sober I slipped on a rock with the water I was submerged after hitting my head so not knowing how long I was under the water I didn't know that I had passed it wasn't a long time but all I had seen was white, it was just a pillar of white after that I heard the voice of God it was a peaceful place almost looked like I was sitting in the pillars of the clouds for this was a white that I have never seen I know this place I was at and then I heard the voice of God calling to me I said God no not this way I don't want to die this way I've done a lot of other things but I do not want it end this way he said you have done good but you can do better master God I will do better and at that time I came back to the pool of water still submerged in the water the wild thing about this is as all this was happening knowing that I was under the water for a really long time, don't know how long but it was a while as my family glazed at where I had fell I felt a hand around by my mouth pulling me up I had not taken in one drop of water, entire time then I was submerged brothers and sisters no this is none one miraculous miracle from God or I do not know what miracles are then it just felt like something had pulled me from the depths of the water and I,know there was an Angel there as I swam to the shoreline my brother reaches out his hand pulled me to safety. Then we left and I was taken to the hospital the doctors bandaged up my head with five staples and a bad concussion. There were not many people that would believe this story from me for God come to me that day, but you know friends It would still take me years to change, friend I think that he was doing it to show me that he does hold the power to remove us from this life if we do not do as he says. Four if you are not for God who are you for what would be your purpose here you must be a soldier for God you must follow your heart David did seek him in all things. For the piece I felt that day I can only imagine how heaven feels the white that I saw that day I have never saw never saw a white like that so I will see this place again. when my time upon this earth is done but I know what I saw was just a feeling and a glimpse of the things that come forward the things on this earth will pass. And when they do brother and sister will you see this place or will you go to the great place they call Haiti's a place of torment how often do you pray and if you don't I challenge you to reach out to God ask him into your life have him guide you use your third eye for, let the eyes you was born with not deceive you let your heart not torment you, if you have torment in your heart this is not God this is fear from the devil, and his angels that are called demons each and every day around us each and every day we are not promised tomorrow God is giving us a chance a chance to serve him when we serve him we can help others after being in their circumstances, and when we do that we are doing God's will we must not let the evil prevail, let your light shine remember God is brightness which is the light, evil is darkness or the things that lurk in the shadows. you must clean your house I'm not talking of your physical house I am talking of your body your heart if there is any evil in there you must let God deal with you to get this out it is a fight, that you can win with God's help we must give him your bridal for he says be not as a horse or mule which have bit or bridle when a horse has a bit or bridal he has to be guided by someone when you have no bit nor bridal then God will be your guide, I understand this I hope you do this is breaking the word into a parable so that you may understand the things that I'm Speaking of I spoke about a third eye the third eye is God I seem to think that it is in the center overhead over our nose, demons can come in and the music that we listen to also can change us the things that we watch and the ways that we act well related to that we do. be a saint and a leader as Moses was to the people and if you can't speak to the people God will give you someone who can I'll tell you my friend your future is going to be a great future, but our future relies on how we believe in our past so if you put bad things in the body than your body will give you back bad if you put good in your body so you shall reap good the Bible says if we are bad we will reap bad, if we are good we will reap good. One day Jesus will part those clouds he will set his foot on the mountain and the time here we will near the end. These shall be to those who have the dreams of the night I’ve found that one needs to pray to go about the mysteries that are brought on us we must reach to God to get the interpretation we need to understand those visions or dreams visions will come to old men dreams will be too young man that's how the Bible relates to this I know all my life for a very long time I would take medications stop the dreams but I think by doing this that we stop watt, God is trying to do that at that time we numb our minds from feelings the feeling is God giving us at that time because not all dreams are from God but some are from the devil to try to mislead our walk to the path of god you must understand gods voice for the devil is a deceiver of all don’t be fooled. I have learned by asking God to give me the interpretation that I need if there if there be one and to guide me with the vision if there is meaning behind it, he will but if not, there will nothing come it. One day you will be ready to go home there's great temples there and mansion in the sky them. Just remember what I said earlier fight your fight run your course hold the faith, walk the walk talk to talk. But most of all be real I know there are some out there who feared the night and the darkness, but if you will put your faith in God he will take that fear the devil Has put in you remember the only power the devil has is the power we give him remember this the devil can only be at one place at one time so that's why I'm telling you everything that I feel god has told me about demons they are the workers for the devil remember the dead can't harm you it is the living that we should fear evil and man we are sinners by nature we are saved by the grace of Christ, God he is our only hope he is our only savior he sent his son to die on the cross for each and every one of us for the burden was too great to carry, that is why he sent his son to die on that cross for our salvation lives in him and in his blood! believing this renew your mind accept the gift experienced the anointing of the Holy Spirit coming in you for you will be forever changed. I feel the spirit moving on me right now as I talk with you, the feeling of the Holy Spirit it is an overwhelming feeling of love and when you feel it You will know Longer fill alone and we can Move on from our past and overcome it just remember where you have been it has been forgiven its behind you know you can teach others the things you know because your past here's your testimony. You will not be able to hold it in anymore you will have to give it oh way I am talking about and the overwhelming feeling of the spirit that lies in you now, this dreams feeling is like nothing I have ever had before. Psalm 44:19 Though thou hast sore broken us in the place of dragons and covered us with the shadow of death. Took me years to get back what I'd had it's true It's been a long journey to get back to here even in those times though I thought I was alone God has always been there which some I'm going through with that said that's why we keep on keeping he has carried me through many battles, health, spiritual your will be done, that is what we must be able to say your will be done you are God. You word you are a God leaders God that is what we need for the world has grown terribly your Book of Revelation seems to be coming to an end it looks fine and for, we will we will not lose his fate and trust in what we don't we will never give up prayer you can see the answer the only way we will we hold you're will give our hearts the love we need to share. You know I have read a lot of books of the bible, but I do not understand why they withheld these books I believe that it's time for the truth people need to read the book of Enoch this will show you the beginning of how our whole government system in this world is based off the things that come from these books and god’s word the bible this would obviously be the first and only book that you should hold as your daily armor and belief system. All though we cannot hold the books of Enoch to the standard of the bible I do believe that because these people were wise writers of God. They see the Miracle’s that Jesus performed also of God, but far as I know Enoch did not author this book it was a biblical figure who had written these writings, but I believe they do reveal a lot of mysteries. The government has always hidden the things from us they have always lead people, here watt they want to hear the things I am telling you must seek it out to find the truth believe we are one people. The sooner we learn that the better our relationship will grow closer to God. For the government is put into power by God and God alone no one holds an office in authority own their own he says that he puts the leaders in our presents the things that you should believe, is that of the bible the pharos there held their position because God had put them there the catholic church was at his authority and ruled the land. Wen, we follow certain guidelines people will usually take or leave things out, it is like having a letter coming to you and own the back of it they put the fine print which we seldom look at but must take in the whole picture to get the full understanding. You must search for the truth in the bible and have a meaning relationship with god the bible is your fine print to get the full understanding in this world because men will only tell you what they want you to know because most are obsessed with the power, they are afraid of what they will lose john the Baptist was not one of these men he would stand aside and let Jesus rein, said for there is one mightier then I who's shoes I am unworthy to tie and I must decrease to allow Jesus to increase, you must reproof watt you read and hear. I have learned not everything is how you perceive it the devil and his demons will and can destroy you by deceiving you, and they will make you believe the things you are doing is of god he the devil was the highest of all angels so the horns and the misinterpretation you have or perceive him as he is not his servants the demons know just how to trick you as he does so beware on what you see or what you hear all is real but the evil feeds off your godly looks of being in the image of god so it does want to consume you. But remember God built hell for the devil and his angels for demons have no body to join to our realm unless they find the weak spot in your temple, to those of you who set your armor aside beware for they need a host to be havoc on earth it was never meant for us the human but remember sin has a price for the wages of sin is death and this is separation from God and his light forever darkness and there he will not be the evil lives there look and always keep the light in your sight. Do not forget that this is a place of torment and if you are not a child of God you will endure tournament here on earth as well you will never find happiness, come to have piece with who you are and with God. Happiness will find you; You must forgive yourself and give God your yolk you are not made to carry the burden of your past has been paid by Jesus Christ with his blood we are washed free of our sins. Now your new life begins so walk proudly for you have believe that he died and shed his blood for you and was risen to life in 3 days from the dead the temple was risen, never forget he will never forsake you nor leave you for he is the alpha the omega the beginning and the end, but we will still have consequences for our actions this is being saved but you should aim to be like him as you can and do great things if your faith is strong you will grow and accomplish many things in this life. Our past does not define us, for our future will define us past is no more than scars where we have been. We must believe in these things to accomplish putting our name in the book of life. Psalm 27:1-4 A Psalm of David. The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? …We will grow in the new life that we have been giving we all have marks, but we do not need to look back. He is your walk and your talk let the spirit guide you for was 2 but became one the old person has died let him rest neither talk or lift him up or think watt was is gone lay the flowers and walk to the light god is our eye now your eyes have been renewed you should see things