I look at her she looks at him, wondering how I didn't win. Where did you go, what

happen to us? Every nights a dream, cause we never touch. My place is taken, I'm such a

mess...i swore to you I'd give it my best. It's hard enough to let you go, but this I

know...the morning dew is even colder alone...

You haunt my dreams and follow my thoughts. Through out the day it's I who's

lost, tho you say you need to find yourself. Now you use these drugs, not the ones off the

shelf. Going down the street to the conner on the left. If only you'd look in the mirror and

save yourself the mess. Where's your scarlet A to be sown to the shirt on your chest? It

was you not me who pushed it over the top, and left us to fall not fly. As you go on and

time stands still, Ill never find the cure...not even in your eyes...

where did you go now, why arnt you here? if only to never wake up, i know youd

reamin in my arms...but nightmares come and you fade away...waking up next to nothing

but the alarm today

Y can't I sleep, whats going through my head? I close my eyes lay down in this

bed. Now their you are and its like your right their, yet so far. I want too sleep and dream

of you, but their is some1 else your laying next to. Tossing and turning I look for help,

and hit the bong like Michel felps. I draw your eyes cause their stuck in my head, now

staring back from my paper n pen. laying back down your still in my dreams, up next its

heroine for me. Put out like a light, and finally asleep. Yet still your all that I can ever

think...their stuck in my head, now staring back at me from paper n pen. Laying back

down your still in mytheir stuck in my head, now staring back at me from paper n pen.

Laying back down your still in mytheir stuck in my head, now staring back at me from

paper n pen. Laying back down your still in mytheir stuck in my head, now staring back

at me from paper n pen. Laying back down your still in my their stuck in my head, now

staring back at me from paper n pen. Laying back down your still in my

Just a boy with a lost for words, hearing her voice sweeter than the morring birds.

Shell tell me its to find out who she really is, but walking away i cant help but think what i

did? Shes with him as if nothings new, i find it harder to get over you. Reaching for help

of the one i know best, taking shots from the bottle to fill this hole in my chest. now i

cope with my friend as all hope is lost at the bottles end...

waiting...thats what i would do, but its too had to hold on to thoughts and times of

you. at night now thats the worst, never sleeping, nothing works. youre haunting my

dreams and the dragon can never b cought. even after this comma you would never b

forgot. i love you thats what youd still say, but how can such a 4 letter word carry soo

much pain...

i just dont get it, but what can i get...pain, like this needele deeper in my

vains. i love u and u love...him. i was first in ur heart but now it him where ive

been. confusion it takes my thoughts, cause you come back to me. however ive

just getting off my knees. i fall back down n not a hand to be seen, just letters and texts.

maybe a call but it just gives me fals hopes to beleive...you and me, we were great but

now, i guess, were nothing but he leftovers on a dinner plate

yeah, so i snort some Xannax up my nose, just dont even know how

much my life blows. Shes gone now, nothing i can do, but turn around and

forget about you. Really tho i dont give a fuck, got 20 for a line cause i dont

even cut. i get this money now, playig in tha game got hatters talking shit

but i just snort away. It helps me numb the pain, this heroine running

through my veins. Helps me forget about you...and all the things we use to

do...

Ok, so I'm at a lost 4 words, things I've hurd from lil'birds.

Remembering times as sweet as a lime, living life in nothing but a

lie. Thoughts of u like knives in my back, gettin over u is hard n its a

fact. My heart its cold n my mind...well, I don't know...

the puking it never stops, how sick i am cause without

u im lost. heroine, it takes your place, now i cant even

remember your face. this is great...so i think, but i just cant

keep u out of my mind as i snort more in the bathroom off the

sink. looking in the mirror its me to me, and i dont know what

i see? i do remember how it was my love u need, but now im

on my knees...

got a song 2 sing been playin in my head, sleepless nights without you in my bed.

again where did u go...I just don't know. my life is high after high n ur just laying by his

side. I can't take it I hurts soo much but your finding yourself n I'm lost in this hunch. I

hold on but soon will let go, I can not hang on 2 thoughts long ago...

i see but do not know, as I lay here lost in this bed alone. I looked n looked 4 you

but theirs nothing I can do. I saw u once, well every night, when dreams come like

daggers n knives. a hole in my heart u left me that day, will u come back? I can't take the

pain...

the pain its just so unreal, ive taken hits to the head to see if i still feel. thoughts of

you, now they hurt the most. my dreams haunted by you, as if your a ghost. laying in a

bed soo cold, wishing you never did go. all the awensers ill never find, as im under these

sheets never looking outside. too scared to b told its done for good, im told theirs hope

but im still missunderstood...

if only i could find the right words to say, but words cant say when u feel inside

pain. if only ide gone left but i went right, i open my eyes now but still see no light. if only

things went diffrent wed b side by side, but they didnt n im the one who dies. if only i

never saw u that day we meet, but then again ide never change the past...just regret

can u belive this, it doesnt make sents. yet im still facing consaquence. am

i right to thing i was left behind? as shes walking beside him, telling me she just

cant decide then. something about me shell never forget, and her sweet voice n

eyes ill always carry with. never knowing why but the thought of her alone, keeps

me up waiting by the phone, neven tho really i know. a four letter word that causes

soo much pain, if only ide known ide never played this game

ive said enough, ill blame it on bad luck. then again luck has nothing

to do with all the things i just never knew. dont wait for me, tonight i go.

just remembering you is pain i want no more. to sleep at night again n

listen to songs we once did. just so hard for me, but easier for you. ive lost

all hope, and now found new. Its time for me to move along, and time alone

is all but gone... new. its time for me to move along, and time alone is all

but gone...e told its done for good, im told theirs hope but im still

misunderstood...

how it was my love you need, but now im on my

knees...le to fill this hole in my chest. Now i cope with my

friend as all hope is lost at the bottles endle to fill this hole in

my chest. Now i cope with my friend as all hope is lost at the

bottles end

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